Trying to summarize:
One of my friends masturbated in class while the teacher was oblivious lol.
Played drums in some band, doing Dream Theater songs and stuff. One of my friends asked me advice for his indie music recording, some U2 vibes. I gave some advice about rhythm and genre or something. After graduating, he chose the path of being a band member and he became a legit well-known musician in my country.
I excelled in math. One time the valedictorian at my school asked for help solving some math question. Quite proud of it. Above average at biology. but was really bad at physics and that bummed me out in school.
Had a best friend, a girl. Took a bus and went to movies together, had snacks together etc. People labelled us as a couple, making us embarassed and cringy around each other. Thankfully we were back and friendly again after that period.
Didnt go to the prom since i was awkward, like what were i even gonna do at the prom? Why were my friends dressed like pretty boys and princess wannabes? What was with all that glitter on the girls' face and loud party cringe music geez? Just what was the purpose? I just watched movies at home and not regretting anything until now lol. Apparently because i was clueless about romance. I know porn a bit, but clueless about romance.
Me really catching real feelings for the first time, was at college. Seeing someone as a pretty thing for the first time. Imagine Liza Soberano but with thicker, fuller lips. Definitely one of the definitive prettiest girls i've ever met. Didnt know what to do with all these feelings. Trying to interact by being friendly and her respond was good. Her skin was so white, clean, and...maybe thin? Because each time after doing sports and whenever we banter at each other, her face reddened like it was boiled, it was literally anime scene coming to life, and i just stared at her and i was just like omg so beautiful. Our times getting all steamy together, those were both pleasing and shocking. Definitely shocking and awkward tho, the first time we had zero experience.
But being under the same umbrella (to some dinner place or to movies whatever) and holding hands and laugh together whenever it was drizzling, those are the moments. Amazing and incomparable.
We didnt last. She got bored since i was being indecisive about approaching her family or something, forget what it was. But definitely still love her very much, if that's love. Taking night walks together as ex-es, that period was lousy.
Yea thats about it. My big regret is sports. I didnt participate enough in hard contact sports during my school life. I did soccer, baseball, volleyball, but no rugby, no martial arts. Should've tried to excel in those.