I think you should also take this time to consider how your play negatively effects the game and the players experience in the game.
It is no secret I myself do not enjoy playing with you, as I have told you and explained to you why. Others feel the same way.
I doubt the next time you pull such a stunt anyone will be willing to help you out.
People play for fun and when one or two people ruin that experience it truly freaking sucks, because they change the entire flow of the game and ruin good roles for players who would have actually enjoyed the game.
Yes indeed.
I'm already quite reflecting on my behaviour and I must still thank you for helping me out indeed.
I think I already learned a lot.
I committed many mistakes in many games I played on here and sadly I must admit that they came because I would not put enough effort into the games and act recklessly without evaluating the situations properly, I was basically the epitome of rushing. I always played for my WINCON but my choices would prove so detrimental they felt like throwing. And the last game I tried to lock myself as Town but I was so rushy I would not realize that I was doing something so unnecessary and without properly cooperating in my team and ruining the experience of a player in particular but pretty much everyone's in the game.
I think in all of these games I should have avoided to kill townies without possessing very compelling reasons to shoot. I should have never freaking stopped a lynch as town. Also I remember I was used to sus merely the players who would sus me and that was simply too limited and also felt like OMGUS because many times they had good reasons to suspect me. I also should have been more contributive when it came to play games, trying to be more partecipant and that means putting more effort in general when it comes to reading the game threads better and try to understand the dynamics of the games better which would have allowed me to come up with better decisional patterns.
I did learn a lot but I will definitely still reflect on what I did in this section so far to make sure I play at least averagely at the beginning and then who knows.
I understand that some believe my intentions instead were evil but I simply considered myself good enough to be able to play well without putting enough effort and that was wrong and the results showed themselves.
So I will be much more humble and work properly from now on.