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Where's the malice? Ever heard of something like freedom of speech? I also warned what impression this forum is making regarding champs. Deleting this post was ridiculous censorship garbage. But I shouldn't be surprised anymore tbh, you and the other mods have proved to be terrible at your job several times.
i think i need to say something very real here.
it has nothing to do with the law. it has nothing to do with logic. emotions are not logical. they are not supposed to be.
sincerely, this sounds like it is spoken from the priveleged perspective of never having experienced being violently abused by a man, raped by a man, or touched by a man when you begged to not be touched.
i expect zero empathetic responses here from you as you've proven again you will give none, just saying this because maybe it'll put things into a perspective that can be felt rather than just heard. whatever, i guess.
it has nothing to do with the law. it has nothing to do with logic. emotions are not logical. they are not supposed to be.
sincerely, this sounds like it is spoken from the priveleged perspective of never having experienced being violently abused by a man, raped by a man, or touched by a man when you begged to not be touched.
"it's the internet get over yourself"
"it's the internet get over yourself TriGgErEd woMeN"
the cortisol levels rise, the limbic region activates, and you're back to square one after intensive therapy because a place you felt safe and didn't have to worry over reminds you of the violator, the rapist, your unbecoming. all the safety has been ripped from you.
it doesn't have to be that they are. it can simply be qualities they share, behaviors you witnessed before they pressed against your body.
logically they cannot touch you or come close to you across the screen but illogically you check behind you to see if the door has opened and he's come around again. to see if you'll have to be silent, to behave, to not speak, to not allow your lips to quiver.
sometimes you wake up with bruises in the morning that weren't there. sometimes you wonder if you never escaped. sometimes you spend many, many nights awake wanting to rid yourself of a body you didn't ask for. you wanted to rip your skin off. you are dirty. as if you bathed in shit. it doesn't matter how much you scrub yourself clean, he's still inside of you. waiting. slowly. he's never going to leave. nothing is sacred. you spend the nights wondering, god, why did it have to be you. why did it have to be your safety.
so you find safety in things, in little things, silly things. and then right there in your safe places, it comes rushing back because you see a man that reminds you of him, that has had similar history to him, and you can't run or hide and you're dirty all over again.
you will never be safe, you realize.
ever.
your body will never be yours.
that is what women go through. it doesn't matter if it's across the internet, this is sometimes the thought process of women (or men that have been abused similarly). they may not voice these thoughts out loud, may not be brave enough to, may not have the ability to push themselves to do it because they experience it all over again. they feel unclean. they feel unsafe.
i know you're likely going to complain and scoff saying again, that it's just the internet and to ignore it, but it doesn't make it disappear. it's something that hovers over you. wriggles in your brain like a worm. it isn't going anywhere because you know they're there, just out of sight.
"it's the internet get over yourself TriGgErEd woMeN"
the cortisol levels rise, the limbic region activates, and you're back to square one after intensive therapy because a place you felt safe and didn't have to worry over reminds you of the violator, the rapist, your unbecoming. all the safety has been ripped from you.
it doesn't have to be that they are. it can simply be qualities they share, behaviors you witnessed before they pressed against your body.
logically they cannot touch you or come close to you across the screen but illogically you check behind you to see if the door has opened and he's come around again. to see if you'll have to be silent, to behave, to not speak, to not allow your lips to quiver.
sometimes you wake up with bruises in the morning that weren't there. sometimes you wonder if you never escaped. sometimes you spend many, many nights awake wanting to rid yourself of a body you didn't ask for. you wanted to rip your skin off. you are dirty. as if you bathed in shit. it doesn't matter how much you scrub yourself clean, he's still inside of you. waiting. slowly. he's never going to leave. nothing is sacred. you spend the nights wondering, god, why did it have to be you. why did it have to be your safety.
so you find safety in things, in little things, silly things. and then right there in your safe places, it comes rushing back because you see a man that reminds you of him, that has had similar history to him, and you can't run or hide and you're dirty all over again.
you will never be safe, you realize.
ever.
your body will never be yours.
that is what women go through. it doesn't matter if it's across the internet, this is sometimes the thought process of women (or men that have been abused similarly). they may not voice these thoughts out loud, may not be brave enough to, may not have the ability to push themselves to do it because they experience it all over again. they feel unclean. they feel unsafe.
i know you're likely going to complain and scoff saying again, that it's just the internet and to ignore it, but it doesn't make it disappear. it's something that hovers over you. wriggles in your brain like a worm. it isn't going anywhere because you know they're there, just out of sight.
i expect zero empathetic responses here from you as you've proven again you will give none, just saying this because maybe it'll put things into a perspective that can be felt rather than just heard. whatever, i guess.
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Other people can shittalk some as much as they want but when I'm stating facts and warn about what impression this may give to potential visitors from the championship it's suddenly called malice and my post gets deleted. And as so-called explanation you also only get the word "unnecessary" which is not objective at all, are all the other posts here on the last sides necessary then? Who decides what's necessary and what's unnecessary. And only because you think something is unnecessary doesn't justify deleting it. Where are the mods when others are getting outright insulted in or after mafia games? I always get to hear that the staff in this forum is so lenient and that's why they barely do anything about such things but apparently those rules only apply to certain users and suddenly it's possible to delete much more harmless posts that weren't insulting anyone?!
Everything else aside, I’m just glad that nothing here will bleed into or set the tone for the game that this is a sign up thread for. I’m thankful that mafia is supposed to be a social game where a community can come together and enjoy themselves because at the end of the day the most important thing is that the people playing are having fun.
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