That's good, you should never change who you are or how you do things, but you burn yourself out its not healthy to put all your energy into this and your irl responsibilities, this stuff isnt important its just fun and games don't let it fuck with you or your life, stay calm and if you feel yourself getting worked up or overwhelmed just take a step back it could be a couple hours or a couple days but you tend to put way to much pressure on yourself and then you explode with frustration and anger and its not just you many players do that, they get so focused on winning the game the sacrifice more important things such as their mental well being and irl responsibilities
Oh, I don’t sacrifice a lot for the game. I find ways to combine hobbies like that with my responsibilities (like playing at work when I have small breaks or like playing during Musical scenes). But it does get taxing when you do so much that you basically never really do nothing and always use energy on something. But I‘m also not somebody who can just do nothing, so there’s that.
 

Yoho

Ruthlessness is Mercy upon yourself
Oh, I don’t sacrifice a lot for the game. I find ways to combine hobbies like that with my responsibilities (like playing at work when I have small breaks or like playing during Musical scenes). But it does get taxing when you do so much that you basically never really do nothing and always use energy on something. But I‘m also not somebody who can just do nothing, so there’s that.
I see I see, please correct me if im mistaken but it seems to me like you put so much energy into these games and trying to win that whenever you feel like your effort is worth nothing you lash out and feel slighted?

:endthis:become my protégé and I'll teach both the art of not giving a fuck and systematically destroying all enemies
 

EkkoLoJinx

Hate me... so long as you're alive to do it...
honestly i was waiting to see how long it would take for u to disagree with ratchet's decision
i dont disagree with it. I think its a bit harsh but there is solid case for it cuz rion has many priors and hes 40+ so hes unlikely to change. he had enough warnings
 

Fujishiro

Just chilling
I see I see, please correct me if im mistaken but it seems to me like you put so much energy into these games and trying to win that whenever you feel like your effort is worth nothing you lash out and feel slighted?

:endthis:become my protégé and I'll teach both the art of not giving a fuck and systematically destroying all enemies
A game of just Yohos and Charlie’s and Alexises would be interesting to host.
 
@Flower if you’re anything like me, I recommend trying to find a reason to play mafia outside of winning and losing. I had the greatest win of my career recently and I don’t think I’ll ever find a better one.

And even then I still felt empty

So like im celebrating the small wins here instead like making Prif wear a propeller hat or being right about “if another person got recruited this late then we might as well just flip coins”

I said this before but I’d feel cheated if we lost and I’d feel lucky if we won (cuz we had 0 info on the recruits) so the game was lose-lose regardless from a strategy standpoint

Surely there were small things u liked about this game right?
 
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