The general rant thread

[Master OF Haki]

Just updating to let you guys know I'm ok now thank you.

I'm shook up, the impact of what happened has started sinking it and my anxiety is going wild, some panic attacks but I'm ok, I've been worse than I am atm and got through it before.

I'm just trying to take it easy, occupy myself and pass time before I get my much needed holiday tomorrow.

Whether I like it or not, well obviously not actually, I think what happened today had to happen regardless. Change doesn't come pleasantly or when we want it to (pause), but it's often vicious, merciless and unbiased, like a force of nature.

As much as I regret what happened today and will do for a long time now, I think things were needed to be said and done for the "greater good" or a better future.

I can't thank you all enough for your words of support and reaching out to me, I couldn't reply for a while due to the paramedics being over and they stayed a long time too, but I'm OK now. I think I'm in a lot of psychomatic pain or whatever, possibly fibromylagia like my mum has, just feel completely exhausted and achey but I'm ok somehow, I'm alive.

It's moments like these that really wake you up and go HEY, WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOOL?! Etc.

I'll try to vent here more rather than bottling it up. I remembered this thread existed earlier and I'm glad for it I really needed it.


This is a hell of an eventful month with my dad, Hulk Hogan, Ozzy Osborne dying. Boomers not safe I guess?

Good job dude, I'm not much familiar to your situation to my shame, but you're doing good, you text me anytime you want.

 

[K!NG HARA$H!MA]

Change the tag Lero

 

[BoaHancocksHusband]

Change the tag Lero

Hey man.

 

[BurningFlesh]

Anyone who behaves like this because you didn't get the chance for a formal goodbye are not "kind or friendly". any luck with finding a community a your new school?

thanks for asking, so far I've made a couple friends and they're pretty awesome.

yeah, you're right. they were friendly when i was there but now that I'm no longer in their vicinity, they treat me like I'm nonexistent and try to "remove" me from their group or whatever.

at this point they're just a cult who only allows people around them in and block anyone else out, over the span of months I've tried to contact them, but they never reply, only to find out that someone that they know whose still in that group, they sill reply too.

feel like giving up is the only option here, because up until now i didnt want to believe it but when the proof is starting to show itself all I can do is accept it.

there's no point in fighting it, just moving on and realizing my old friends were dirtbags who only showed up when i was there.

it was a religious group too, which is why im not sure if i can discuss that on there since im new, I've since then questioned them.

do you think im forgiven for not saying goodbye to them?

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