I never want someone to be in pain, so if you're legit here, I do feel sorry for the state you're in. However, your punishment doesn't personally affect me and this section will be better without you. My history with you extends further I'd imagine than with most others here and this has been your behavior since day one. I don't believe you can change, but I will always respect people reflecting on themselves and trying to be better. If you want to improve, and not just with Mafia, I wish you the best.