Honestly I've been having a lot of thoughts about suicide lately. It's gotten to the point where I feel like I'm at risk of actually doing it. I only don't because I feel like it'd be enormous trauma for some of my relatives and gf.
I'm not gonna tell you the usual things such as life is good or things will be better in the future (they will) but i want to ask you if you talked about it with someone else beside this place. Any psychologist/psychiatrist ?