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Honestly I've been having a lot of thoughts about suicide lately. It's gotten to the point where I feel like I'm at risk of actually doing it. I only don't because I feel like it'd be enormous trauma for some of my relatives and gf.
Sorry to hear that mate.
I'm not gonna tell you the usual things such as life is good or things will be better in the future (they will) but i want to ask you if you talked about it with someone else beside this place. Any psychologist/psychiatrist ?
 
Sorry to hear that mate.
I'm not gonna tell you the usual things such as life is good or things will be better in the future (they will) but i want to ask you if you talked about it with someone else beside this place. Any psychologist/psychiatrist ?
I've been to psychiatrists and therapists before but I rarely did that and they didn't help much.
 
I went to it like three or four times but none of the stuff seemed to work.
Also went to a mental institution and none of that really worked either.
They never will.
They never do.
Because it's not intended to work. They lose their jobs if people stopped having mental illnesses.
The increased percentage of mental illness in society is a gold mine for these people. And for the pharmaceutical industry that can only survive because of lobbyism and spreading misinformation among the population.
 
Honestly I've been having a lot of thoughts about suicide lately. It's gotten to the point where I feel like I'm at risk of actually doing it. I only don't because I feel like it'd be enormous trauma for some of my relatives and gf.
i've given up on fixing this shit on my end

i just tell myself we're all gonna die anyway, might as well wait it out and see what happens

sometimes i will get a good song, game, movie or book that keeps me going for a little while more

i could never do this to my parents
 
i've given up on fixing this shit on my end

i just tell myself we're all gonna die anyway, might as well wait it out and see what happens

sometimes i will get a good song, game, movie or book that keeps me going for a little while more

i could never do this to my parents
You're still worth something, and you should try to find a real purpose to your life, at least.
You can't live your life on autopilot, just getting temporary bursts of happiness to try and fill the vast void of sadness and misery, you need to try harder.
 
You're still worth something, and you should try to find a real purpose to your life, at least.
You can't live your life on autopilot, just getting temporary bursts of happiness to try and fill the vast void of sadness and misery, you need to try harder.
there's no such thing as real purpose

real purpose is what we decide for ourselves

my purpose right now is in practicing meditation and enjoying the little things

unburdening my mind from all these fleeting and meaningless things put on our shoulders by society

i've recently found out i'm most likely ASD, and PDA to be more precise

which means i was given a shitty hand
 
there's no such thing as real purpose

real purpose is what we decide for ourselves

my purpose right now is in practicing meditation and enjoying the little things

unburdening my mind from all these fleeting and meaningless things put on our shoulders by society
Well, nothing I can really say at this point. You live your life how you want, I can't control you, nobody can. I only hope you are, and always will be, happy.
i've recently found out i'm most likely ASD, and PDA to be more precise

which means i was given a shitty hand
Yeah me too. But it's alright, doesn't matter to me at this point.
 
I only hope you are, and always will be, happy.
I'm never trully happy and prob never will at this point

I'm always only in two states: drowning in anxiety or in extreme relief

it's a pda thing

always feeling this heavy pressure from the most mundane and simple demands

or getting moments of relief when you get something done, giving up or something being post poned

for me giving up or finishing a project both feel the same, a sense of relief

no sense of acompleshiment or anything like that

meditation is helping dealing with anxiety portion of it
 
I'm never trully happy and prob never will at this point

I'm always only in two states: drowning in anxiety or in extreme relief

it's a pda thing

always feeling this heavy pressure from the most mundane and simple demands

or getting moments of relief when you get something done, giving up or something being post poned

for me giving up or finishing a project both feel the same, a sense of relief

no sense of acompleshiment or anything like that

meditation is helping dealing with anxiety portion of it
Have you tried doing therapy?
I know that's a very common phrase but still
 

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They never will.
They never do.
Meh therapy worked for me. I have anxiety and PTSD and I used to constantly think about suicide. I was skeptical as hell when I initially started therapy, but the more I went, the more perspective I gained, and I learned a shit ton about myself. Self discovery, forgiveness and healing is the value I found in therapy. And yes, I admit that therapy isn't for everyone, nor does it work for everyone, but I will always staunchly recommend people to at least give it a shot. It saved my life and I'm in a much better place now vs before I started. ✌️
 
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Meh therapy worked for me. I have anxiety and PTSD and I used to constantly think about suicide. I was skeptical as hell when I initially started therapy, but the more I went, the more perspective I gained, and I learned a shit ton about myself. Self discovery, forgiveness and healing is this value I found in therapy. And yes, I admit that therapy isn't for everyone, nor does it work for everyone, but I will always staunchly recommend people to at least give it a shot. It saved my life and I'm in a much better place now vs before I started. ✌️
My exp only told me , they ain't telling me anything new or anything helps me.
They are telling me stuff that I already know.
Then I realized it's a place for people with low self esteem and confidence who stay in doubt 24 x 7. They are more like reassurance or Validation paxkage for their decisions.
They need someone to tell them , it's fine or whatever you did is correct or normal.
When you just gotta be Bold about it and accept it at face value , Take the accountability of your actions and be responsible next time.
 
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