Super Role Madness Pokemon: I choose you!

[Flower]

I’m obviously also going back into “medical leave”

This was a fun time and I’m glad I got to take time away from the game to sit and figure things out with my relationship with mafia

@Flower i gave up yesterday cuz I was legit getting ptsd from my semis game enough to the point where I just sat in a bathtub for a few hours just trying to figure out where all the pain was coming from. Ofc I thought u were town all game cuz normally I’d get the ick or a gut feeling something was off about u but not this game

but anyway yeah I think I improved but still I don’t wanna play until I can get my delusions under control and that won’t come for a while after deliberate practice and effort

I understand it’s not appropriate to lash out at ppl and I also understand floodlighting ppl makes it really uncomfortable for ppl to play around

but yeah I thought I was ready after 7 months to play again but it’s not just time that heals it requires active practice and effort too

It‘s okay. Previous day I honestly felt like shit pushing you to the point I even asked Fuji for a sub in the moment. But when you calmed down I felt better again. I know getting tunneled is shit, but we had to do what we had to do. And then I had to save you anyway to save Ratchet 😭😭😭

 

[Flower]

From an outside view as someone who occasionally followed what has been going on in I have to say this was another cursed game. If I counted right I think 7 of 26 players subbed out which was exactly what Dale had been criticized in the venting thread. And that stuff with Alexis now even going as far as to start doxing someone...
Everytime mafia has some active members in their team town is falling apart on Worstgen, like this time with Flower, Ratchet and BTAM being mafia together, the few townies that were trying were once again doomed.

I think everyone tried. The game was just long and many people started getting discouraged later down the line.

 

[Flower]

Oh yeah, lynching Town @bittersweet is definitely not something I should be getting away with ever.

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

@Crying bc no Cryo yo, really sorry if i was being unpleasant and all that

You were fine Chuck I just was really upset at the time

it’s upsetting to feel like beat for beat the mistakes I’ve made and the helplessness I’ve felt and the isolation that comes with making bad plays

but I’m not gonna blame ppl for being uninformed (town) or playing to their wincon (mafia) when they suspect me or someone else

it takes a lot for me to genuinely hate someone and the result of a game isn’t enough to do that

I’m really more jist like “well I played a game and had a bad time for the middle half of it cuz I burned out and spiraled out of control but then realized it really is just a game and u don’t see ppl playing candy land act like this, but at the end of the day when a game is over there’s not really that bad of blood over a game”

 

[Fujishiro]

From an outside view as someone who occasionally followed what has been going on in I have to say this was another cursed game. If I counted right I think 7 of 26 players subbed out which was exactly what Dale had been criticized in the venting thread. And that stuff with Alexis now even going as far as to start doxing someone...
Everytime mafia has some active members in their team town is falling apart on Worstgen, like this time with Flower, Ratchet and BTAM being mafia together, the few townies that were trying were once again doomed.

All players had reasons for subbing out except for Juice who made 4 posts in 48 hours. Need I remind you that you yourself rage quit last game and subbed out in Lylo. So don’t act like you’re above it with your criticism.

And yes town is on a bad streak they haven’t won in a year. It happens, happened on OLF too.

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

the only thing I genuinely apologize for is the flood of emotions / oversharing / emotional outbursts that were inappropriate and made the game uncomfortable to play

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

It‘s okay. Previous day I honestly felt like shit pushing you to the point I even asked Fuji for a sub in the moment. But when you calmed down I felt better again. I know getting tunneled is shit, but we had to do what we had to do. And then I had to save you anyway to save Ratchet 😭😭😭

Vengeful was a fake claim bc I knew I had Ratchet by the balls

 

[Crowned Witch]

All players had reasons for subbing out except for Juice who made 4 posts in 48 hours. Need I remind you that you yourself rage quit last game and subbed out in Lylo. So don’t act like you’re above it with your criticism.

And yes town is on a bad streak they haven’t won in a year. It happens, happened on OLF too.

You really can't compare this, it had 0 impact as the game was over anyway at night in that game.

 

[Flower]

Vengeful was a fake claim bc I knew I had Ratchet by the balls

Fuck. My. Life. 😭😭😭

 

[gingerbread]

Vengeful was a fake claim bc I knew I had Ratchet by the balls

eh I recommend you don't do it as town

this vengeful claim looked indeed a bit fake

 

[Fujishiro]

Town had a lot of strong players but they just couldn’t coordinate, I do agree with CW that people who join games should play them until the end and not sub out unless they really dont have a choice.

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

Also @Flower i was ALSO trying to sub out after yelling at u but apparently we used up all the subs somehow idk how that happened

I was asking for a modkill or something cuz I was so burned out and felt so out of control of my emotions that I didn’t think I could play properly without blowing up on someone

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

eh I recommend you don't do it as town

this vengeful claim looked indeed a bit fake

I generally don’t go for that

BUT this game it felt necessary for survival

 

[Fujishiro]

You really can't compare this, it had 0 impact as the game was over anyway at night in that game.

Yes it did actually, the game wasnt over your role could’ve had an impact In stopping it from being over. Anyways I digress.

 

[gingerbread]

From an outside view as someone who occasionally followed what has been going on in I have to say this was another cursed game. If I counted right I think 7 of 26 players subbed out which was exactly what Dale had been criticized in the venting thread. And that stuff with Alexis now even going as far as to start doxing someone...
Everytime mafia has some active members in their team town is falling apart on Worstgen, like this time with Flower, Ratchet and BTAM being mafia together, the few townies that were trying were once again doomed.

fwiw i think this game was more balanced than the last one, despite not too many scums flipped

at the end of last lylo, nobody had near correct solve

here me, TAG and Crying could have started converging if we had mislim or two, but unfortunately we haven't due to previous mistakes

 

[Mr. Reloaded]

We got cooked

 

[gingerbread]

I generally don’t go for that

BUT this game it felt necessary for survival

it has ripple effects, e. g. I was town and it kinda started make me doubt you, felt like you are doing some performance with Ratchet

 

[Crowned Witch]

Yes it did actually, the game wasnt over your role could’ve had an impact In stopping it from being over. Anyways I digress.

How could my role have stopped Mr Reloaded from shooting York which ended the game? That's complete nonsense.

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

How could my role have stopped Mr Reloaded from shooting York which ended the game? That's complete nonsense.

You weren’t in this game?

 

[Crying bc no Cryo]

it has ripple effects, e. g. I was town and it kinda started make me doubt you, felt like you are doing some performance with Ratchet

Yeah but there were some more immediate things I had to tend to like me being wagoned to hell and knowing I was town and needed a Hail Mary to stay alive