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  • I don't play much of normal tf2 but Man vs Machine is my stuff
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    MVM is extremely fun except the tryhards. I tried the modded servers once and it was the most hilariously absurdist PTSD I ever got lmfao.

    I might go back to it someday but I know people try hard over the "mann up", boot camp, paid tours whatever in it lol. I'll just play modded, custom servers, they're the best.
    Kiza, please look up Steam Frame Deckard
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    Ooooh very interesting. Given Valve wants to make a SteamOS, I'm sure it will relate to that. If they can actually threaten Microsofts mostly monopoly that would be great.
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    "In early September 2025, Valve trademarked the term "Steam Frame," which is believed to be the brand name for its next-generation hardware platform
    . The platform is heavily rumored to include the long-awaited standalone virtual reality (VR) headset, codenamed "Deckard," along with potential AI innovations and a new type of console. "
    VR usually needs 90 fps to run good, but when I first played Half Life Alyx, it ran at I think a maximum of 10-20 fps, the video signal was broken and there were visual artifacts all over the place, it barely functioned, but it was still so amazing that I was extremely wowed and my legs were shaking from how amazing it looked to be surrounded by the world and the game, and from how good the game looked too
    Proverbs 24:16

    “For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief.”
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    This quote is thousands of years old too, I think between 3500 and 2200 years old
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    Oh wow thats incredible, actual ancient history right there ofc.

    Funnily enough I'm playing a level in Tony Hawk's Pro Skater 2 called Skate Heaven and you're implied to literally be in Heaven too lol.

    When I was in college, doing my games design course too, we had to design our own entire games conceptually and I designed an open world, RPG successor to Mirror's Edge, more of a tribute than a related game
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    and thus heavily or "heavenly inspired" by it lol. It was all themed around angels and demons/devil, heaven and hell. You played as an an angel trying to get back up to heaven after being cast out mistakenly and such. Unfortunately I've forgotten the name of it now but I've got all the design documents and stuff I did for it in my room somewhere lol.

    It was a parkour focused, open world, heaven and hell themed RPG.
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    @Blax Blah lmfao too true. Akainu got such ptsd from a dying old mans punches he sits behind a desk for years now. Excellent point man thank you. A lot of people don't realise what tanky monsters the supernovas are just like the strawhats.

    Even though it's "plot armour," tbf ofc.
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    "While Green Bull's powers are nature-based, he is ironically a willing slave to the technological and industrial system of the World Government. He uses his power to "weed out" those who defy this rigid order. This makes him a symbol of nature co-opted for control, a sharp contrast to Eustass Kid's defiant and rebellious use of technology."

    Kidd hates the Celestial Dragons and naturally so does Law too. But .
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    Green Bull seems to worship them although I think he's faking or exaggerating it at least.
    Random but I still always think of you as lone laguna espada
    Will you play Deadlock?
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    I haven't heard of Ace but I did hear about a Dota RPG, is that what it was called?

    It looks fun to me, plus I think it is way easier to get into than Dota 2, isn't it?

    Basically like rpg mechanics with a tf2 or vs style game
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    Yeah I heard it was based around Axe the hero as he's kinda the mascot of Dota 2 one of the most famous, oldest, popular, funniest, played etc heroes.

    Yeah definitely MUCH easier than dota lol. Dota is the most complex challenging game out there or close to it at worst.
    Deadlock as you said its like TF2 but also Overwatch especially. It has MOBA mechanics like Dota and it's kinda like Smite as a shooter or just a
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    More advanced, in depth, tactical, strategic etc Overwatch.
    Welcome to Team Fortress 2. After nine years in development, hopefully it will have been worth the wait. To listen to a commentary node, put your crosshair over the floating commentary symbol and press your PRIMARY FIRE. To stop a commentary node, put your crosshair over the rotating node and press the PRIMARY FIRE again.
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    To stop a commentary node, put your crosshair over the rotating node and press the PRIMARY FIRE again. Some commentary nodes may take control of the game in order to show something to you. In these cases, simply press your PRIMARY FIRE again to stop the commentary. In addition your SECONDARY FIRE will cycle you through all the commentary nodes in the level.
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    Please let me know what you think after you have had a chance to play. I can be reached at gaben@valvesoftware.com, and my favorite class is the spy. Thanks, and have fun!
    I modded Half Life 2 with over 400 mods and one of them changed all the textures to a plush called Fumo I think, and I could not find which mod was doing it so I went through and deleted hundreds of mods until I was able to find it and delete it
    Boy oh boy, would you look at those stars. They sure are pretty. We didn't get to look at the sky much during the tournament. And now soon, we'll be returning to our regular lives, and these moments will become memories. Unfortunately, some can't return to their normal lives. We will leave soon, and probably never come back to this island again. But what we can say is we were all here.
    Hey Kiza are you a Valve fan?
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    Thank you. I hate it too sometimes, lmfao.
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    @Kizaruber Eats One of the greatnesses of our brains is neuroplasticity. Processing power, abstraction, memory can be progressively trained by following a regime based on cognitive training, diet, physical exercise and adequate rest. Cardiopulmonary health is often overlooked but it's crucial for brain perfusion and cognitive performance. Mental health is crucial too: anxiety and PTSD can impair them.
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    Anatomy and physiology are ironically subjects not much considered by many smart people at all, but understanding the science behind our own body is like drawing the map to achieve our mental grandiosity. The notions I mentioned don't even constitute the full picture of course.
    Kirra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
    Hey I don't know what happened but I hope you are well Kiza 😁🐧💙
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    Thanks very much dude, it's been extreme lows and some highs but after today, some highs after some lows earlier on. I feel like I'm in a pinball machine of emotions or a rollercoaster ofc lol. But in the long term, things will be a lot better from now on. I finally have some optimism again for once in my life. Some actual hope.

    TLDR - Family abuse turned me into a severe, self dangerous mental breakdown to speak.
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    There's context in the general rant thread if you wanna know more. But Im assuming you saw it too from your message possibly?

    But yeah thanks again anyway dude, I'm good for now. Still enjoying my holiday till next Friday and done some crazy good life changing shit (legal ofc) so im feeling great.
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