๐Ÿค ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ I want to open up about my return to the forum.

#1
Some users who have been on the forum since the beginning are familiar with me. I had a account here from the beginning,until fall 2021.
On my first account,i was the kind of obnoxious user who is obsessed with his agendas. Now i recognize this and regret it.
After deleting my first account,i did a real-life soul searching. I realized that the purpose of this type of site is to socialize by chatting about the things we like. So,i did self-improvement in my real-life,and once i was in order with myself and the world,i came back.
I say that deleting my old account and creating my new one has a deeper meaning than people realize. Deleting my first account represents leaving the me from the past behind,and creating a new one represents becoming a new and better user. A user who understands the purpose of the community,values and respects the community,and makes the most of it.
I've already apologized to Buusatan94 and dirtyLarry,who i've had squabblings with in the past,in profile posts. Some users like Luffy is the mc still have the dead and buried Me from the past living rent free in their heads. I don't know how to make amends with them,but this thread is to express my feelings to everyone i get along with better,which i didn't do the day i came back,so my return felt very sudden and inappropriate.
I sincerely apologize to everyone i have hurt with my words in the past. I want to be a good fellow nerd with all of you now.
With the help of Light D Lamperouge and Devilbat,i found a renewed reason to be a user here. They helped me to delve into the manga industry beyond OP. As a comic book lover for as long as i can remember,i now understand why people on the internet say that manga are the future of the comics industry,and i'm excited about the idea.
My current favorite ongoing manga is Sakamoto Days,which i follow and discuss weekly. It's worth being present on the most active forum to keep up with current interesting manga and look forward to what the future will bring.
No hard feelings? Let's move forward to a bright future as a big nerd community?
@Rukusho @pg13 @Fuckthis3 @Chrono @ZenZu @Nidai_Kitetsu @nik87 @The White Crane @JoNdule @Uncle Van
@RayanOO @Jiihad @Just a member @Blazing Lion @grey matter @Cinera @Warchief Sanji D Goat @NikaInParis
@Guymieux @kumae @L55 @L57 @Blother Fertitta @Cross_Marian @Gol D. Roger @Peroroncino @NAMELESS
@Kurozumi Wiwi @Rivaille @centurion @DarkWitch @Natalija @Shimotsuki Ghostly @Mr. Reloaded @Fleet Leader Fenaker
@HA001 OF THE RAIN @mly90 @Sir Yasheen @ConquistadoR @Jaguark101 @Jew D. Boy @BangOO๐Ÿ…
 
#3
Some users who have been on the forum since the beginning are familiar with me. I had a account here from the beginning,until fall 2021.
On my first account,i was the kind of obnoxious user who is obsessed with his agendas. Now i recognize this and regret it.
After deleting my first account,i did a real-life soul searching. I realized that the purpose of this type of site is to socialize by chatting about the things we like. So,i did self-improvement in my real-life,and once i was in order with myself and the world,i came back.
I say that deleting my old account and creating my new one has a deeper meaning than people realize. Deleting my first account represents leaving the me from the past behind,and creating a new one represents becoming a new and better user. A user who understands the purpose of the community,values and respects the community,and makes the most of it.
I've already apologized to Buusatan94 and dirtyLarry,who i've had squabblings with in the past,in profile posts. Some users like Luffy is the mc still have the dead and buried Me from the past living rent free in their heads. I don't know how to make amends with them,but this thread is to express my feelings to everyone i get along with better,which i didn't do the day i came back,so my return felt very sudden and inappropriate.
I sincerely apologize to everyone i have hurt with my words in the past. I want to be a good fellow nerd with all of you now.
With the help of Light D Lamperouge and Devilbat,i found a renewed reason to be a user here. They helped me to delve into the manga industry beyond OP. As a comic book lover for as long as i can remember,i now understand why people on the internet say that manga are the future of the comics industry,and i'm excited about the idea.
My current favorite ongoing manga is Sakamoto Days,which i follow and discuss weekly. It's worth being present on the most active forum to keep up with current interesting manga and look forward to what the future will bring.
No hard feelings? Let's move forward to a bright future as a big nerd community?
@Rukusho @pg13 @Fuckthis3 @Chrono @ZenZu @Nidai_Kitetsu @nik87 @The White Crane @JoNdule @Uncle Van
@RayanOO @Jiihad @Just a member @Blazing Lion @grey matter @Cinera @Warchief Sanji D Goat @NikaInParis
@Guymieux @kumae @L55 @L57 @Blother Fertitta @Cross_Marian @Gol D. Roger @Peroroncino @NAMELESS
@Kurozumi Wiwi @Rivaille @centurion @DarkWitch @Natalija @Shimotsuki Ghostly @Mr. Reloaded @Fleet Leader Fenaker
@HA001 OF THE RAIN @mly90 @Sir Yasheen @ConquistadoR @Jaguark101 @Jew D. Boy @BangOO๐Ÿ…
I don't think you have any reason to apologize, at least not to me.

I'm glad you're enjoying new stuff :optimistic:
 
#7
Some users who have been on the forum since the beginning are familiar with me. I had a account here from the beginning,until fall 2021.
On my first account,i was the kind of obnoxious user who is obsessed with his agendas. Now i recognize this and regret it.
After deleting my first account,i did a real-life soul searching. I realized that the purpose of this type of site is to socialize by chatting about the things we like. So,i did self-improvement in my real-life,and once i was in order with myself and the world,i came back.
I say that deleting my old account and creating my new one has a deeper meaning than people realize. Deleting my first account represents leaving the me from the past behind,and creating a new one represents becoming a new and better user. A user who understands the purpose of the community,values and respects the community,and makes the most of it.
I've already apologized to Buusatan94 and dirtyLarry,who i've had squabblings with in the past,in profile posts. Some users like Luffy is the mc still have the dead and buried Me from the past living rent free in their heads. I don't know how to make amends with them,but this thread is to express my feelings to everyone i get along with better,which i didn't do the day i came back,so my return felt very sudden and inappropriate.
I sincerely apologize to everyone i have hurt with my words in the past. I want to be a good fellow nerd with all of you now.
With the help of Light D Lamperouge and Devilbat,i found a renewed reason to be a user here. They helped me to delve into the manga industry beyond OP. As a comic book lover for as long as i can remember,i now understand why people on the internet say that manga are the future of the comics industry,and i'm excited about the idea.
My current favorite ongoing manga is Sakamoto Days,which i follow and discuss weekly. It's worth being present on the most active forum to keep up with current interesting manga and look forward to what the future will bring.
No hard feelings? Let's move forward to a bright future as a big nerd community?
@Rukusho @pg13 @Fuckthis3 @Chrono @ZenZu @Nidai_Kitetsu @nik87 @The White Crane @JoNdule @Uncle Van
@RayanOO @Jiihad @Just a member @Blazing Lion @grey matter @Cinera @Warchief Sanji D Goat @NikaInParis
@Guymieux @kumae @L55 @L57 @Blother Fertitta @Cross_Marian @Gol D. Roger @Peroroncino @NAMELESS
@Kurozumi Wiwi @Rivaille @centurion @DarkWitch @Natalija @Shimotsuki Ghostly @Mr. Reloaded @Fleet Leader Fenaker
@HA001 OF THE RAIN @mly90 @Sir Yasheen @ConquistadoR @Jaguark101 @Jew D. Boy @BangOO๐Ÿ…
:cheers:
 
#9
Good for you to go though character development irl and also glad you find your share of great mangas to enjoy! I always find your theories and opinions interesting, it's cool that we can share ideas and love for the same hobby. You can always avoid the super toxic crowd, and enjoy the community of like-minded chill users here (and there's quite a nice crowd here!)

:cheers:
 

ALI!

Stand on the edge of your dream and fight
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#14
I donโ€™t know you, Iโ€™m not sure if we would be good buddies or otherwise but you only live once, live it to the fullest, only you know who you truly are, fuck everyone else opinion, enjoy those who accept you for who you are.
 
#16
๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— Thank you all for your understanding and hospitality.
I recently read advice on how to deal with people who are cruel, ill-mannered and boorish to you for no apparent reason. The truth is that these people don't have a problem with you, but they are unhappy, sad and angry with themselves and their lives, and since they don't know how to deal with it, they end up projecting their bad feelings onto other people.
๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž From my own experience here, I understand this to be true. The last decade was my teenage years, and it was not a happy time for me. I went through this phase with a lot of problems caused by my autism condition, and my feelings of sadness and anger about my life caused my bad behavior here.
But I recovered from those bad times, and I started to value my time here as interactions with people outside my family. I've been making improvements as a user here recently, training to improve the quality of my posts. All my recent posts have been chill and good. I want to continue improving myself and my real life to be an equally great person on the forum.
@Ali v2 @Bisoromi Bear @JoNdule @Fujishiro @Elder Lee Hung @Yoho @Ravagerblade @SmokedOut @Jailer
@pg13 @Sentinel @Tyki_Mikk @Just a member @Zenos7 @Paperchampion23 @AL sama @RayanOO @Natalija
@TheAncientCenturion @Topi Jerami @Monkey D Theories @Monkey D. Luffy @dirtyLarry @MonsterKaido @Moegara
@Boiroy @SakazOuki @mly90 @HA001 @Cross_Marian @nik87 @Shiroyru @Fuckthis3 @Rukusho @kumae @Jaguark101
@Mathias @Kurozumi Wiwi @DarkWitch @ZenZu @Nidai_Kitetsu @Buusatan94 @Mr.9000 @Yo Tan Wa @Sir Yasheen
@Chrono @Mr. Reloaded @The White Crane @ShinichiMugi @HAJI @Starbound Beast D. Draig @Poorsalino Cooker
@NotTommy @PuckTheGreat @Toby D. Dog @Hiragaro @Jesse Pinkman @NAMELESS @Peroroncino @Rej
@BangOO๐Ÿ… @Bullet @Roo @Embers Kaios @TheKnightOfTheSea @Monster Zoro's Tesla Supplier
 

Yoho

โœŒ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ข๐“ฒ๐“ถ๐“น๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐”‚ ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“›๐“ฒ๐“ฏ๐“ฎโœŒ
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#17
๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— Thank you all for your understanding and hospitality.
I recently read advice on how to deal with people who are cruel, ill-mannered and boorish to you for no apparent reason. The truth is that these people don't have a problem with you, but they are unhappy, sad and angry with themselves and their lives, and since they don't know how to deal with it, they end up projecting their bad feelings onto other people.
๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž From my own experience here, I understand this to be true. The last decade was my teenage years, and it was not a happy time for me. I went through this phase with a lot of problems caused by my autism condition, and my feelings of sadness and anger about my life caused my bad behavior here.
But I recovered from those bad times, and I started to value my time here as interactions with people outside my family. I've been making improvements as a user here recently, training to improve the quality of my posts. All my recent posts have been chill and good. I want to continue improving myself and my real life to be an equally great person on the forum.
@Ali v2 @Bisoromi Bear @JoNdule @Fujishiro @Elder Lee Hung @Yoho @Ravagerblade @SmokedOut @Jailer
@pg13 @Sentinel @Tyki_Mikk @Just a member @Zenos7 @Paperchampion23 @AL sama @RayanOO @Natalija
@TheAncientCenturion @Topi Jerami @Monkey D Theories @Monkey D. Luffy @dirtyLarry @MonsterKaido @Moegara
@Boiroy @SakazOuki @mly90 @HA001 @Cross_Marian @nik87 @Shiroyru @Fuckthis3 @Rukusho @kumae @Jaguark101
@Mathias @Kurozumi Wiwi @DarkWitch @ZenZu @Nidai_Kitetsu @Buusatan94 @Mr.9000 @Yo Tan Wa @Sir Yasheen
@Chrono @Mr. Reloaded @The White Crane @ShinichiMugi @HAJI @Starbound Beast D. Draig @Poorsalino Cooker
@NotTommy @PuckTheGreat @Toby D. Dog @Hiragaro @Jesse Pinkman @NAMELESS @Peroroncino @Rej
@BangOO๐Ÿ… @Bullet @Roo @Embers Kaios @TheKnightOfTheSea @Monster Zoro's Tesla Supplier
Seems you're on a path of true peace and happiness, just remember no matter who they are never let anyone ruin the good thing you've found for yourself, never let their nasty attitudes set you back, keep up the good work
 

Ali v2

No regret, yet, every regret.
โ€Ž
#20
๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’— Thank you all for your understanding and hospitality.
I recently read advice on how to deal with people who are cruel, ill-mannered and boorish to you for no apparent reason. The truth is that these people don't have a problem with you, but they are unhappy, sad and angry with themselves and their lives, and since they don't know how to deal with it, they end up projecting their bad feelings onto other people.
๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž From my own experience here, I understand this to be true. The last decade was my teenage years, and it was not a happy time for me. I went through this phase with a lot of problems caused by my autism condition, and my feelings of sadness and anger about my life caused my bad behavior here.
But I recovered from those bad times, and I started to value my time here as interactions with people outside my family. I've been making improvements as a user here recently, training to improve the quality of my posts. All my recent posts have been chill and good. I want to continue improving myself and my real life to be an equally great person on the forum.
@Ali v2 @Bisoromi Bear @JoNdule @Fujishiro @Elder Lee Hung @Yoho @Ravagerblade @SmokedOut @Jailer
@pg13 @Sentinel @Tyki_Mikk @Just a member @Zenos7 @Paperchampion23 @AL sama @RayanOO @Natalija
@TheAncientCenturion @Topi Jerami @Monkey D Theories @Monkey D. Luffy @dirtyLarry @MonsterKaido @Moegara
@Boiroy @SakazOuki @mly90 @HA001 @Cross_Marian @nik87 @Shiroyru @Fuckthis3 @Rukusho @kumae @Jaguark101
@Mathias @Kurozumi Wiwi @DarkWitch @ZenZu @Nidai_Kitetsu @Buusatan94 @Mr.9000 @Yo Tan Wa @Sir Yasheen
@Chrono @Mr. Reloaded @The White Crane @ShinichiMugi @HAJI @Starbound Beast D. Draig @Poorsalino Cooker
@NotTommy @PuckTheGreat @Toby D. Dog @Hiragaro @Jesse Pinkman @NAMELESS @Peroroncino @Rej
@BangOO๐Ÿ… @Bullet @Roo @Embers Kaios @TheKnightOfTheSea @Monster Zoro's Tesla Supplier
I used to have a problem that I was too open-minded and friendly with everyone and had major disagreements and sadness whenever I feel these same people donโ€™t share the same feelings and energy about me โ€ฆ it somewhat worsened their picture in me and made me think they are just evil, then I realized I was at fault for wanting others to accept and acknowledge me just because I am a genuinely good and friendly person that wants to have lots of friends, it simply doesnโ€™t work that way, and I was being unfair to others and to myself, just let things take its course and be happy that you know youโ€™re a good person with a kind enough heart to wish everyone to be your friend, some people will never be attracted to you no matter how much you want them to care, others will be happy they are your close-friends even though you treat them same as others, itโ€™s actually the beauty of it, of how unpredictable it can get, take this forum for example, some people post a considerable number of threads/comments/profile posts per day hoping to be popular/attractive in the eyes of others but can never surpass some other people who merely posts few posts per month or some even have even left/been afk for months now but still you see people posting on their profiles and probably messaging them directly or trying to contact them via other social media.

my point is, this is how life works, some people have charisma and strong character that automatically makes them attractive, some people simply donโ€™t have that luxury, be happy that you came to peace and acknowledgment with yourself in that aspect and keep those who accept you the way you are close to you, viva la vie!
 
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