Damn man, you’re delusional… earlier you said you’d rather cut off both legs than to have your current affliction but I promise you that if were reality you wouldn’t feel that way
Mate. I lost literally a decade of my life to that illness. Once again, you have NO IDEA of the impact that an illness - Small, strong or hell - can have on other people. Depending on the context, the ramification can be COMPLETELY different. When I say that I would cut my own two legs, its because I would actually do it in a heartbeat to be like other people and because I've actually thought about this HUNDREDS of times.
You find the motivation to write essays on here all day somehow
Yeah.. and I keep doing it because I want to understand how this is possible when I'm unable to simply take a shower. I keep doing it because it gives me actual hope. But you can't understand that unless you live it.
put that towards literally anything else even if it’s just creative writing because this is just not it brother
And this just prove to me that you simply didn't care to read what I F said.
Like I said, most people under capitalism and meritocracy are ignorant about most mental illness or disabilities, they understand and legitimate ONLY those they can see and will fit their ideology. The rest simply does not exist and the person is simply not making "enough effort".
Its:
- Autism (when its VISIBLE and the person actually HURT themself) : Valid
- Paralyzis : Valid
- Any other physical disability that are visible ? : Valid
- Skyzophrenia : Valid
- hardcore psychosis : Valid
- Invisible Autism : Invalid
- ADHD : It depends
- Depression : Valid
- Bipolarity : It depends
- Aphathy : Invalid
- Small psychosis : Invalid
- Anxiety : Invalid
- DID : It depends
- Aphasia : Valid
- Down syndrom : Valid
ETC.
So I'm not the one here being delulu, I'm actually understanding very clearly my situation. Is this the worst ? No, of course not, and I'm GLAD that my psychosis is only annihilating my entire social interactions, my motivation to take care of myself or my environment, my motivation to get up from my chair, my motivation to work, think or concentrate, my motivation to see people or take a walk... really, it could be MUCH MUCH worse. But I understand that I will be constantly reminded by meritocrates that my mental disability is nothing compared to others and that I could actually make an effort to improve - even when it simply not possible (its like asking an elephant to climb a tree, quite difficult). And I tanked that type of speech for 10 years, I can do 10 more.
You’re talking to the human embodiment of a brick wall. My man is hopeless.
You are not really helping me to consider you on my side. Legitimating ableism now ?
Meerkats are social animals where the alpha female kills the offspring of the other females in their group
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