If you want me to be honest, I have a problem with Ratchet.
Over the course of the last months the guy
- insulted me personally on multiple levels, be it my intelligence or what not
- was a complete asshole to me not a bit considerate of my feelings
- hurt me both physically and emotionally by bringing my heart issues back by pranking me so hard I got worked up so much I actually couldn't fucking breathe anymore
- apologized for the above, promising me to be more considerate in the future, he didn't do shit and continues being an asshole
- hosts completely unbalanced games, putting me on the receiving end of bullshit, then tells me I'm not even allowed to complain or vent else I get modkilled, causing my frustration to boil up so much due to a lack of venting opportunities I actually start fucking crying irl out of frustration that my family are worried about me
- has the nerve to argue against my feelings and tries dictating me how I should feel when it's MY FEELINGS FFS
So yeah, that guy is an asshole and I've arrived at a point at which I don't even wanna see his avatar anymore because of how shitty he treats me and because he's an actual threat to my physical and mental health at this point and my playing experience generally is just shit these days. So I'm leaving. You don't have to understand any of this, don't even try arguing against it. It's my personal feelings and they were hurt beyond repair.