Quite shocked about what I just read, I never knew about Flowerยดs heart problems. And I always thought that Ratchet and her were getting along rather well. I can only say, if mafia games here keep you constantly crying and having negative consequences to your health in reallife, then yes, you should go through with it and quit playing those. Hope you know that Iยดm telling you this as a friend but trying to convince you to keep playing after all I read feels just wrong, itยดs better to tell you the cold hard truth here. I got angry about mafia several times and lost my nerves too but I never let a mafia round make me cry. Risking health issues for this is not worth it. To be completely honest I didnยดt understand why you kept throwing yourself in one mafia round after another despite knowing you are getting fucked up again and after it just recently happened.
Personally I have to say she is very right about some things, I hate how bastard mechanics are taking over most rounds and how you keep getting fucked over by sometimes complete bullshit stuff. I generally decided to spend less time in internet boards for other and non mafia related reasons too but mafia specific points are that itยดs just not fun to play anymore, giving your best, trying hard and then bastard bs thatยดs not even in your control keeps happening and ruins it all.
Other points are the ongoing feuds between players, some lazy players that keep coasting all game long instead of helping out their faction by threadplay, mafia players using the cheap tactic of barely posting in the thread and camping in mafia chat or players trying to break the game at all costs.
As for the prank thing, well, back in the german board as host I was also trolling the mafia team in maf chat, I told them that one of their members will start with 5 extra lynch votes on him the next day phase (while in reality they were about to win the round and those extra lynch votes never existed), so in that case I donยดt think Ratchet meant to do harming Flower on purpose.