Not claiming you don't have what you have, but this just sounds like an inherent excuse to be narcissistic and put yourself up on a pedestal. Also, I consistently watch you incorrectly use "complex" vocabulary on this site so there's that lol. For example, this is not a proper sentence:
Nor is this:
I've noticed this a lot with you. You come off acting like a genius but I always seem to catch these oddities in your grammar. If you are ESL, then my bad, but let's drop this act like you better than everyone else on the internet, then use your diagnosis as an excuse.
If all you are contributing to the conversation is ZKK and memes because you don't actually read the manga, then i really question why it's so important that you are here to begin with.