I never said I was an angel? I said I left because of what you told me and Ratchets attitude towards me.
Stop deflecting.
I noticed this and Ultra did too, there is always a ''but'' when you apologize. Not even sure why youre saying oh well you death tunneled me so you know you deserve what I told you and you shouldve just kept playing anyways despite me stating in the thread right now that my dad is an alcoholic and it has ruined my family so the subject of alcohol and drinking yourself to death is not something that makes me feel great.
I am not deflecting, I already acknowledged what I said is wrong and I should of not said or done that and I hold myself accountable for losing my composure.
There was no buts here. I addressed it first thing after the game happened. Like, what else you want me to do here? I truly hate myself for it. I lost control over myself when I rarely do that.
I am not making excuses for me losing my composure, me acknowleding it instantly and apologised, should let you know that I truly didn't mean to. Yes I should of ignored and moved on, you are right, I should of done anything but lose my composure.
The stuff regarding your dad, I had no idea, and sorry you been through that. You just painting it that I should have knowledge regarding all of that during the game happening. Like I am telling you from my pov, I didn't collerate you subbing out at the time with all the stuff you just explained now.
Like the discussion of you subbing out or not in my mind has nothing to do with the above.