Tysm again dude. This is why I also love this place as much as I bitch and moan.
You guys absolutely care when it matters and are far kinder than many people I've met even though we're a lot of meatheads, trolls, agenda chasers, mighty morphin power scalers etc.
Again I truly apologise to make you guys worry so much and for this sudden outburst out of nowhere, but I truly was in a manic, hysterical state earlier, even my mum who barely shows emotion ever broke down crying as she saw my grandfather's true colours and what a incessantly proud POS he is, completely proud narcissist, not even subtle.
If I had been more successful and competent in life and not such q quitter, we could have been free of him a long time and living by ourselves, much happier and freer.
That's another thing about one piece. Oda isn't afraid to depict abusive families and thus coercive entrapment, financial abuse, familial imprisonment or whatever. Chatgpt explain My post better please (just kidding).
The paramedics gave me a ton of numbers including 24/7 crisis line number, a leaflet with tons of information, advice and some recommendations of more drastic and thus effective therapies including EMDR or something, which is used for military vets and other extremely severe PTSD cases.
They were really praising me for calling them immediately and trying to rationally diffuse my own attempted self assassination (bit of dark ironic humour) and being so honest, up front, communicative, co-operative etc.
Honestly I'm just so much in shock. I woke up 11 hours ago, thinking maybe I should sleep more and idk 8 hours later and thus 3 hours ago, maybe 4, I tried to take my own life somehow.
Life is just fucking insane like that. 1 minute you're all fine and dandy but seconds later you could be dead, severely injured, comatose or unconscious at least, traumatised etc depending. sorry that's very morbid and existential but given the timing and topic it fits right ofc?
The last time I tried something like this was around my 21st birthday before I reunited with my dads family for my birthday shortly after that. Now flash forward 14 years later, my dad has just died without me ever reuniting with him and I almost reunited with him in death instead.
There's no more of a cruel, ironic bitch than life itself.
RIGHT?! MORE LIKE NATIONAL HEROES SERVING!
God the NHS is so fucking underpaid but abused as you said and these fucking tossers or even mega twats and "Jeremy hunts" take full advantage of it being free and how overworked, exhausted, selfless, dedicated our warriors, our heroes are usually because they're bitter and or drunk too or just want attention too or whatever.
Thank you man. God bless our emergency services, genuinely. I need to repay them someday somehow. Literal lifesavers.
You guys absolutely care when it matters and are far kinder than many people I've met even though we're a lot of meatheads, trolls, agenda chasers, mighty morphin power scalers etc.
Again I truly apologise to make you guys worry so much and for this sudden outburst out of nowhere, but I truly was in a manic, hysterical state earlier, even my mum who barely shows emotion ever broke down crying as she saw my grandfather's true colours and what a incessantly proud POS he is, completely proud narcissist, not even subtle.
If I had been more successful and competent in life and not such q quitter, we could have been free of him a long time and living by ourselves, much happier and freer.
That's another thing about one piece. Oda isn't afraid to depict abusive families and thus coercive entrapment, financial abuse, familial imprisonment or whatever. Chatgpt explain My post better please (just kidding).
The paramedics gave me a ton of numbers including 24/7 crisis line number, a leaflet with tons of information, advice and some recommendations of more drastic and thus effective therapies including EMDR or something, which is used for military vets and other extremely severe PTSD cases.
They were really praising me for calling them immediately and trying to rationally diffuse my own attempted self assassination (bit of dark ironic humour) and being so honest, up front, communicative, co-operative etc.
Honestly I'm just so much in shock. I woke up 11 hours ago, thinking maybe I should sleep more and idk 8 hours later and thus 3 hours ago, maybe 4, I tried to take my own life somehow.
Life is just fucking insane like that. 1 minute you're all fine and dandy but seconds later you could be dead, severely injured, comatose or unconscious at least, traumatised etc depending. sorry that's very morbid and existential but given the timing and topic it fits right ofc?
The last time I tried something like this was around my 21st birthday before I reunited with my dads family for my birthday shortly after that. Now flash forward 14 years later, my dad has just died without me ever reuniting with him and I almost reunited with him in death instead.
There's no more of a cruel, ironic bitch than life itself.
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Our NHS is great but severely overworked which makes me quite mad when I see people abusing the NHS staff.
Glad they got to you early mate
Glad they got to you early mate
God the NHS is so fucking underpaid but abused as you said and these fucking tossers or even mega twats and "Jeremy hunts" take full advantage of it being free and how overworked, exhausted, selfless, dedicated our warriors, our heroes are usually because they're bitter and or drunk too or just want attention too or whatever.
Thank you man. God bless our emergency services, genuinely. I need to repay them someday somehow. Literal lifesavers.
