October of 2021.Childhood friend suffered an accident in 2018,endend up in a wheelchair.He was struggling with depression and health problems.He died of generalized infection.I couldnt even go to his funeral,when i got to the graveyeard i had a panic attack.I am still disappoint with myself,wish i was there,wish i could have done more for him.May he RIP.
I didnt cry when my dogs died or when a couple of old people from my family died.I think its not about blood ties,etc...Its how much you care for someone.My friend that passed away was like a brother to me,he knew about stuff that i never even told my dad,mom or sisters about.I miss him badly.
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Damn I didn’t even cry when my grandparents passed, I felt so numb and detached