BTW Okama, if you're interested at all

My nervous system regulation is going great, its actually extremely responsive


Like I said, I was accidentally living a lifestyle that naturally regulates it, while also receiving danger signals though, so I didn't heal, but I also never had freeze until I stopped those actions, didn't even know about cptsd before
 
BTW Okama, if you're interested at all

My nervous system regulation is going great, its actually extremely responsive


Like I said, I was accidentally living a lifestyle that naturally regulates it, while also receiving danger signals though, so I didn't heal, but I also never had freeze until I stopped those actions, didn't even know about cptsd before
Which would not be the case if it weren't for:



Jesus Christ

And one piece




Both inspired my life in a way that lead to actions that regulated it
 
Too many dogmatic gaslighting tactics for the past 15 years online that I just see Leftists as more dangerous than the other side in the liberal west
Let's imagine that you know that the values and politics of a random group X are the reason for an horrific situation Z and that if the group is not stopped, you know they will perpetuate the horrible situation forever, or worst, that it will become worldwide and potential kill us all.

What would you do?
 
Pussy, I got into knife fights:myman:
I actually used to have to carry a weapon because for a time, shortly after getting out of homelessness, I was the only white kid in a brown/black area. I experienced a lot of genuine racism for it (ah well).

I used to have to fight constantly just to ensure groups wouldn't think of me as an easy target.

Jokes on them. They're still in the ghetto and I'm not.

This 'bullying' is really just water off a duck's back, lmfao.
 
Finally, an interesting question.

I'm socially conservative and financially left.

I would call myself something of a civilisational traditionalist with a degree of pragmatism.
I would say I am socially christian fundamentalist, guy and gal, and just marriage, and financially far left

In fact BTW, did you know, Lenin wrote a work against libertarian socialists, called "Left wing communism: an infantile disorder"?






Libertarian socialists are literally further left than authoritarian socialists are, I'm as far left as you can be economically I think
 
I would say I am socially christian fundamentalist, guy and gal, and just marriage, and financially far left

In fact BTW, did you know, Lenin wrote a work against libertarian socialists, called "Left wing communism: an infantile disorder" ? Libertarian socialists are literally further left than authoritarian socialists are, I'm as far left as you can be economically I think
I'm not that far left economically. I have gone on record saying I support systems that help subsidise our needy, but there are extreme caveats - and require so many balances to make it fair. What we have currently isn't.

I'm very traditional, and completely accept that most people would take umbrage with my social views - at the same time, I don't particularly care.

Getting called chicken skin on the reg and them targeting you for being white is pretty racist, my dude. Them threatening physical violence on me, and trying, is kind of bigoted as well. I was just a poor kid who'd just escaped an abusive home environment and homelessness. But you know, you do you.

At the end of the day, many are likely dead, and I know some are in prison. Meanwhile, I'm living a pretty good life all things considered (after going through years of psychological problems, I suppose). :milaugh:
 
Getting called chicken skin on the reg and them targeting you for being white is pretty racist
I'm sure this compare completely to people not being able to access care, jobs, housing because of their skin color, or to people being constantly controlled by the police, or people having 2x chances to deal with marginalization by the institutions...

I'm so sorry you got bullied.
 
I'm sure this compare completely to people not being able to access care, jobs, housing because of their skin color, or to people being constantly controlled by the police, or people having 2x chances to deal with marginalization by the institutions...

I'm so sorry you got bullied.
Don't pretend to care, because I certainly don't. Nobody buys it.

I know I would ask myself why since I do not believe in the concept of "hard work" to get out of precarity
They went around getting into gangs, focusing on material goods and trying to rob them, and I ended up pushing myself to succeed despite that. Plenty of white kids in other areas I know of also ended up in prison. You're only like this because jealous that you couldn't succeed at life and thus push your own impotency onto minorities to create a false sense of solidarity.

both sides are unhappy with me?? yeah I m doing fine lol
Aw, Al, don't be like that. You're my favourite mod!
excluding all the other mods. :sweat:
 
@Okamakama see how he tries to invalidate your experience?

Both your background and the suffering of your detrans friends
I'm detrans, for the record. I've lived a very 'dark' life. I avoid mentioning it because I'm not trying to garner sympathy. However, long story short:

Abused by my father. Made homeless when he stole our assets and left us. Forced into ghettos by the government. Abused/bullied (some of it racial). I also was diagnosed with severe ADHD. All of it led me to having fucked up identity issues. They were already forming at age 4 due to the physical abuse, and I already saw myself as a girl by that point - but the psychology is, I thought if I was someone else I'd be loved (of course, I did not know this at the time).

By the time I was a teen I wanted suicide by transition after two suicide attempts. I accomplished the former. I was transitioned for 8 years, went through the hormones and surgeries, passed as a woman, and got to live the 'trans-passing dream'. It wasn't enough. I was basically living a persona, and I was incredibly unstable. Along the way I learned to deal with life, with myself, and came to realise what I wanted all along from this short time on Earth.

Instead of killing myself when forced to face what I'd done, I brought myself back from the brink and took the hard path back from transition. I started detransitioning 5 years ago, and used the few skills I had cultivated during my time as trans (through my degree and contacts), and built a career whilst also creating a network to assist other detrans individuals. I now work with Genspect as a speaker and writer alongside my full-time job.

I also finally married the woman who stuck with me since before I transitioned in the first place.

Logiko can seriously fuck off. He has no idea of struggle or redemption.
 
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