"In order to save your loved ones, you have to become a devil. In order to protect the weak, you have to give up your humanity. That's the only way to survive in this cruel world. Peace, equality, hope, dream, freedom, etc. They don't matters as long as you learn the way of the assassin" - Zoro D Goat, August 2020.
Afraid of public speaking? Just imagine your audience as clothes - not in or out of them, the articles themselves. Don’t acknowledge faces or voices; mentally dehumanize everyone in the room, and make yourself the only living creature therein. The opinions of clothing no longer matter, and they cannot hurt you.