Tom Hansen is literally me
all my life i thought patrick bateman was literally me, but no, i was wrong. patrick bateman wasn't 'literally' me he was just a very intriguing character that i slightly related to. the real 'literally me' character would be tom hansen, from '500 days of summer'. man, the movie just fucking attacks me every second by narrowing everything down to what happened to me. summer would be such a hateable character for me, i mean tom got beaten up for her and her ungrateful ass decided to blame tom for that? and honestly tom has taught me one very important thing, 'someone being interested in the same bullshit as you does not mean you two are soulmates', and yes, ive been saying this to myself too, that the chances of a relationship being successful really boil down to the two people's core principles. anyway, i believe tom hansen is literally me. everything that happened to him, every thing summer did that was wrong, everything. fuck i even relate to the kind of 'relationship' they had, and the kind of attitude a**a portrayed in that. i really do hope i find my autumn too, so i can atleast know what it feels like to have someone interested in you, to have someone care for you and love you. and just like tom hansen, i will move on. i have to. there is no such thing as true love, there is no such thing as fate. it is all random coincidence, its just that a coincidence might turn out to be good and you term it fate, kind of insane to think of the psychological impact one such coincidence causes.