I couldn't have asked for a better response honestly, thank you.
It's so relatable and very helpful. I relate intensely to the whole personal, identity crisis, meltdowns/breakdowns etc.
Not a single day goes by where I don't hate who I am, what I am and that I barely hafe an identity. That's one of the reasons I love ghosts too funnily enough.
I'm really emotionally, mentally etc exhausted right now so I can't say as much as I usually do, I just feel overwhelming pain in various forms right now.
Thank you so much for your blatant honesty and actual support and understanding.
I'm requesting my account deleted but I may message certain people and offer my discord to keep in touch if they watch.
All the problems I've had beneath the surface that I've not been able to deal with are resurging right now and I need isolate myself and get away for my own sake unfortunately.
I'm so tired of fighting nearly all of my battles alone and having to apologise for being who I am far more than anyone I've known having to too.