@zaman
I basically lost my motivation to achieve something in life while in HS.
In HS i was literally very popular - because i tried my best in that regard, for me it was more brutal : It was the last year of UNI where everything become fucked, i could have become a top tier lawyer, because all the years before i had the marks for it, but just the idea of beeing a - very well paid - super wage cuck - basically 120 hours a week - just gave me depression, adding to the fact that i discovered the "looks pill" - and not that i was ugly but rather that i was frankly autistic in my approach with girls due to my low self esteem. All in All it's very sadfuel, but i guess it was our destiny. Since at the end of the day, no matter what, no matter how, all of us will become non existent, pure dust, in few years, it's a good way to cope with your current situation believe me : Rich, poor, healthy or whatever, dust awaits us.