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schizo time
i saw pizzagate come up earlier on reddit and saw the "LOL IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A BASEMENT" line again. this is the only thing that makes me feel like an actual insane person about the whole debunk because comet ping pong absolutely has a basement
the guy straight up said he had a basement in an interview with a magazine
Like.... Okay, but he literally said he had a basement and they store tomatoes in there.
i saw pizzagate come up earlier on reddit and saw the "LOL IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A BASEMENT" line again. this is the only thing that makes me feel like an actual insane person about the whole debunk because comet ping pong absolutely has a basement
the guy straight up said he had a basement in an interview with a magazine
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Like.... Okay, but he literally said he had a basement and they store tomatoes in there.
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My family are gonna drive me to fucking suicide I swear. I was already self harming and attempting suicide decades ago due to them but now they're pushing to thr point I can't control my anger, the pain anymore and I see no other option left anymore.
My family are such unapologetic, proud narcissists and surprise surprise Solis as I know you'll read this and gloat, a person raised ny narcissists turns out to exhibit narcissistic behaviours too, who would have seen that coming?! Not even nostradamus clearly!
Sorry but I just gotta vent I fucking hate my godamn shitty narcissist family so much. They love defending and covering up abuse and in my shit for brain grandfather's case, threaten violence towards me for arguing with him and point out how much of a selfish insensitive self righteous asshole he is.
I might delete this but I'm just so fuckinh fed up. I understand why some people take their lives now more than I ever did.
I'm calling for an ambulance, I already just took a knife to my arm and neck but as per usual I'm too much of a bitch to go through with it and I've only scratched or cut myself a little lightly. Still stings though.
If I get banned over this, no worries I really don't care anymore. I wouldn't blame you.
My family are such unapologetic, proud narcissists and surprise surprise Solis as I know you'll read this and gloat, a person raised ny narcissists turns out to exhibit narcissistic behaviours too, who would have seen that coming?! Not even nostradamus clearly!
Sorry but I just gotta vent I fucking hate my godamn shitty narcissist family so much. They love defending and covering up abuse and in my shit for brain grandfather's case, threaten violence towards me for arguing with him and point out how much of a selfish insensitive self righteous asshole he is.
I might delete this but I'm just so fuckinh fed up. I understand why some people take their lives now more than I ever did.
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I'm calling for an ambulance, I already just took a knife to my arm and neck but as per usual I'm too much of a bitch to go through with it and I've only scratched or cut myself a little lightly. Still stings though.
If I get banned over this, no worries I really don't care anymore. I wouldn't blame you.
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Maybe limit the interaction if you can't bear with it? Find some place else to crash for a few days, a friend's or cousin? And try to find some other ways to either vent or calming down or be productive? To keep yourself busy. I'm sorry to hear this, i hope you find ways to exhale the frustration/stress besides harming yourself
Thanks. Unfortunately without giving an entire life more or less a certain family member made up extremely horrific lies about me and convinced my family they're true without any evidence nor consistent testimony, motive, opportunity etc but because she's the golden apple of the family she could commit murder and they'd walk through hell to defend and protect her. Because she can do no wrong.
So family is not an option. Possibly my grandmother's sister In rise park but she elderly and has a daughter with way more severe mental issues from an extremely abusive ex husband so it's better I don't ask her even though she would gladly put me up if I did. My other relatives are elderly or busy with their own severe life problems atm so I have no alternative AFAIK.
My dad passed away recently so I'm already unstable due to that. His family are all abroad and they probably hate me too for refusing to come see him when he was dying before.
I'm gonna see if I can get respite care, some kind of special adult support living which is available here, as I am classed as disabled but also having certain mental health issues diagnosed (Big surprise).
I should have gotten away years ago like Solis kept saying, they encouraged me to runaway but I was against that but now I'm sure to no surprise to them, they were right to some degree at least.
These assholes who I'm blood related to Unfortunately are so exceedingly narcissistic it's cartoonish.
I've contacted my therapist but sadly no response yet but illl know she will call ASAP when she can. Probs busy or away.
I've been trying to calm myself, think more positively and distract myself, I'm meant to be going on a week long holiday right now RIP but I'm certain my family are trying to gaud me into doing things I will regret and thus already bave done now. It's hard to explain without full context but once I get calmed down and I've been to hospital and such, I'll try to give a full explanation, context later.
But the TLDR is I've been hounded by false accusations for MANY years now and the bitch behind them is trying to turn my whole nit just close but extended families against me. She's ruined an extended family members marriage permanently before, a friend of the family business into shutting down permanently somehow, and she's getting away with it too.
I seem to be her next target but she's gotten away with abusing her own kids (letting them starve and thus neglect, threatening them in various ways to the point they were comstantly terrified of her, causinb eating disorders etc) and sister and even physically fighting one of my uncles wives in a restaurant and yet I just snap, swear and call people out and I get treated like ive committed the most heinous of unforgivable crimes in my family lmao.
It's so daft I dunno whether to laugh or cry anymore. I'm just so fundamentally broken at this point.
I'm sorry to bring this all up here wo suddenly but I needed to vent somewhere urgently, desperately and just get some rational 2nd opinions and advice. for all my complaints here this place is amazing fir that when push comes to shove. I almost never see support anywhere else like I do here.
The ambulance is gonna be 4 hours or less apparently. But I think it will help me to go to hospital. My family are gonna keep being in denial of what they're doing to me until it escalates, into potentially fatal as it almost has again after so many years. (To this extreme I mean.)
So family is not an option. Possibly my grandmother's sister In rise park but she elderly and has a daughter with way more severe mental issues from an extremely abusive ex husband so it's better I don't ask her even though she would gladly put me up if I did. My other relatives are elderly or busy with their own severe life problems atm so I have no alternative AFAIK.
My dad passed away recently so I'm already unstable due to that. His family are all abroad and they probably hate me too for refusing to come see him when he was dying before.
I'm gonna see if I can get respite care, some kind of special adult support living which is available here, as I am classed as disabled but also having certain mental health issues diagnosed (Big surprise).
I should have gotten away years ago like Solis kept saying, they encouraged me to runaway but I was against that but now I'm sure to no surprise to them, they were right to some degree at least.
These assholes who I'm blood related to Unfortunately are so exceedingly narcissistic it's cartoonish.
I've contacted my therapist but sadly no response yet but illl know she will call ASAP when she can. Probs busy or away.
I've been trying to calm myself, think more positively and distract myself, I'm meant to be going on a week long holiday right now RIP but I'm certain my family are trying to gaud me into doing things I will regret and thus already bave done now. It's hard to explain without full context but once I get calmed down and I've been to hospital and such, I'll try to give a full explanation, context later.
But the TLDR is I've been hounded by false accusations for MANY years now and the bitch behind them is trying to turn my whole nit just close but extended families against me. She's ruined an extended family members marriage permanently before, a friend of the family business into shutting down permanently somehow, and she's getting away with it too.
I seem to be her next target but she's gotten away with abusing her own kids (letting them starve and thus neglect, threatening them in various ways to the point they were comstantly terrified of her, causinb eating disorders etc) and sister and even physically fighting one of my uncles wives in a restaurant and yet I just snap, swear and call people out and I get treated like ive committed the most heinous of unforgivable crimes in my family lmao.
It's so daft I dunno whether to laugh or cry anymore. I'm just so fundamentally broken at this point.
I'm sorry to bring this all up here wo suddenly but I needed to vent somewhere urgently, desperately and just get some rational 2nd opinions and advice. for all my complaints here this place is amazing fir that when push comes to shove. I almost never see support anywhere else like I do here.
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The ambulance is gonna be 4 hours or less apparently. But I think it will help me to go to hospital. My family are gonna keep being in denial of what they're doing to me until it escalates, into potentially fatal as it almost has again after so many years. (To this extreme I mean.)
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