Controversial Confessions.

Adam 🍎

Pretty Boy
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I almost have too many to list tbh.

Really though, I'm a nice person who tries to help people and animals whenever I can. I never cause problems, and have a live and let live philosophy. I make an effort to understand anyone, and empathize with their situations.

That said. If you come after me, try to gaslight me, hurt someone I love, hurt animals, are a bully. I will come after you like vengeful spirit and ruin you with zero fks given. I am damned good at it because I can manipulate situations and people easily when I need to. It's not an ability I abuse, but people have learned the hard way when they try me.

One example. At a company I worked for years ago, I was a Sr. Supervisor. The company hired a new supervisor from another branch and could tell he wanted my job. He was lazy, sexist and underhanded af, few liked him. We clashed almost immediately. Well, he started spreading crazy lies about me to staff and my boss. I tried to point out to my boss that these rumors only started at the time he hired the new guy, but my boss took his side (it was sexist mentality tbh). The a-hole was bragging that he was about to get me fired and have my job. Fed up, I decided to get my revenge.

I had some loyal people keep an eye on him to report back to me. Lo and behold, found out he was doing pot (joints) in the parking lot. Gold, but not enough to satisfy my blood lust. He always parked out of the main parking area so he could not be easily seen to smoke. Unknownst to him, I knew people that dealt in pot. He always left his keys near my desk, so when he took his lunch break I snatched his keys and carefully planted a felony amount of pot under his car seat. I had called the Drug Task Force anonymously to report him as a drug dealer. The next day when he arrived for work 2 undercover police cars were there and confronted him, then a police car with a drug sniffing dog. They easily found his joint because he was stupid af. I saw him frantically telling them that's all he had. They eventually had the dog sniff out his car and found the pot I had hidden. He was arrested. He actually had to do jail time for a few months, not to mention the huge fine. No guilt whatsoever, he started it, but I finished it.

As for my boss, I knew his boss didn't like him much. So I made sure to report to him that my boss was treating me unfairly, and of course told him of all the shady shit my boss did behind his back that he wasn't supposed to (I had documentation to prove it). My boss got in a lot of trouble with corporate HR, and was on the verge of being fired and knew it, so he quit.
Witch name suits you
 

Junatic

Lunatic Queen
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Sorry I forgot to respond. Thats an incredible accomplishment on her part, to finish something as truly demanding, difficult, stressful, time consuming by far as med school AND whilst having/raising you and all whilst in a new city by herself?! Ah your dad was there to her, thats genuinely great! Always nice to hear about great dads for a change instead! Your mum sounds like a superwoman though anyway!

I can imagine too, my mum had me at 20 and raised me mostly alone, in a new country by herself mostly alone too, with almost no support from my family, my dads family (who she had to go on the run from and escape too actually so its for the best) and I've always been burdened with the fact that by comparison, I've accomplished so little with my life and at 20 years old, all I "achieved" was the biggest mental breakdown of my life so far, lasting almost a year, self harm, suicidal tendencies, dropping out of university and everything else I was doing and losing my mind completely for a long time, weeeee!

:risiup::saden::hapnoel:

Sorry some bitterness from my past came out there lol.

I can understand though, it must be immense pressure on yourself to be as bright and strong as she is, as you said ofc, that burden of living in your parents' shadow and their accomplishments, especially their landmarks by certain ages. People can say "it doesnt matter" but it doesnt stop you being judged, criticised and people talking behind your back and complaining about you regardless.

But yeah, regarding what you said in the last part too, this song is extremely relatable and personal to me and I think you will find it very relatable too then?:



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W/e you went through, I sincerely hope things got better (or will get better) for you. Life can sometimes be rough, but if we keep believin and wait for the storm to pass, the sunny days eventually come.

I'm doin okay afaic, I'm finishin my Master's degree and I had the chance to do a lot of internships abroad (even studied for 2 years in London), which is good for my CV. But it's true that bein the daughter of a physician and the president of a pretty large company put a lot of pressure on my shoulders. Parents w/ such a background inevitably expect a lot from you and I had to be extra cautious when it came to the usual teenage shenanigans like goin out w/o their permission, drinkin or doin drugs. Still, they were always kind and loving and I had a great childhood, so I've nth to complain abt.

I've always done well in school (even skipped 4th grade in elementary school), but I'm not super brilliant like they are. My mom did want to use her connections so i could enter an elite school like UCLA or Columbia, but I was firmly against it cause I knew I didn't deserve it and I wanted to become completely independent.

I know a lot of rich kids who struggle in life as young adults cause they've always relied entirely on their parents and never made any effort to earn anything. They just expected everything to be handed on a silver platter to them. That's everything I didn't want to be, that's why I moved to NY, refused any financial support from my parents and applied to a university that I could realistically join based on my own merits.

I think it's extremely important to count only on yourself when enterin adulthood so you can truly grow as a person. And I did learn a lot abt life and grew as a person cause of my independence, so I don't regret my choice one bit. I might not be as smart as my parents, but I feel like I'm generally even more capable and resourceful than them now. I'm also a ppl person and my social skills were def a great advantage.

They didn't agree w/ me when I made that decision and were pretty upset, but now that they see I'm doin fine, I feel like I've truly earned their respect. That's why you shouldn't care abt what ppl expect from you and just do your own thing. If you put your heart into what you want to do, it will pay off and even those who doubt you will eventually see you in a different light.
 
I’ve been deeply infatuated with my friend’s girlfriend for years now.

I wish the best for them, I think they’re probably meant for each other. But part of me also wishes that I could have been him, the one she fell in love with.

Out of all the women I’ve met, I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone quite like her. She’s such a good person. God willing, I hope I can marry someone like her one day.
 
Hmm here's a quickie
3 years old, was at some sort of amusement park with all sorts of vehicles for kids. So an older kid took my bike while I was in the restroom and refused to give it back when I asked, I was having none of it.

I stole some metal car designed for older kids (you had to be 7 or so to ride them) and I rode the motherfucker down

Don't go stealing my bikes sonny
 

Adam 🍎

Pretty Boy
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There's no shame in that, nth fucked up abt it. Everyone should've the right to do what he wants to be happy.
Hell ye, my nickname pretty boy originated from that night lmfao

Tho its hard for me to crossdress cause i am a bit buff and overall large dude lmfao

Back then i was way skinnier
 

ALI!

Stand on the edge of your dream and fight
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I gave narcotic drugs to patients who didn't need them because they were powerful enough to demand it from my seniors.
I refused giving narcotic drugs to patients who needed them because I thought they were acting the pain.
I broke the ribs of an elderly woman who many believed have arrived dead to the hospital while I thought CPR could bring her back, it didn't, it only broke 2 of her ribs.
I slept several hours on many night shifts, and although nothing happened, it still sucks I did it.


There are many more shit stuff I did after seeing others do and get away with, and I still have moral quandries about them.
 
I gave narcotic drugs to patients who didn't need them because they were powerful enough to demand it from my seniors.
I refused giving narcotic drugs to patients who needed them because I thought they were acting the pain.
I broke the ribs of an elderly woman who many believed have arrived dead to the hospital while I thought CPR could bring her back, it didn't, it only broke 2 of her ribs.
I slept several hours on many night shifts, and although nothing happened, it still sucks I did it.


There are many more shit stuff I did after seeing others do and get away with, and I still have moral quandries about them.
You're a nurse? Let's hope you don't lose your job
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