The general rant thread
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thanks for asking, so far I've made a couple friends and they're pretty awesome.
yeah, you're right. they were friendly when i was there but now that I'm no longer in their vicinity, they treat me like I'm nonexistent and try to "remove" me from their group or whatever.
at this point they're just a cult who only allows people around them in and block anyone else out, over the span of months I've tried to contact them, but they never reply, only to find out that someone that they know whose still in that group, they sill reply too.
feel like giving up is the only option here, because up until now i didnt want to believe it but when the proof is starting to show itself all I can do is accept it.
there's no point in fighting it, just moving on and realizing my old friends were dirtbags who only showed up when i was there.
it was a religious group too, which is why im not sure if i can discuss that on there since im new, I've since then questioned them.
do you think im forgiven for not saying goodbye to them?
yeah, you're right. they were friendly when i was there but now that I'm no longer in their vicinity, they treat me like I'm nonexistent and try to "remove" me from their group or whatever.
at this point they're just a cult who only allows people around them in and block anyone else out, over the span of months I've tried to contact them, but they never reply, only to find out that someone that they know whose still in that group, they sill reply too.
feel like giving up is the only option here, because up until now i didnt want to believe it but when the proof is starting to show itself all I can do is accept it.
there's no point in fighting it, just moving on and realizing my old friends were dirtbags who only showed up when i was there.
it was a religious group too, which is why im not sure if i can discuss that on there since im new, I've since then questioned them.
do you think im forgiven for not saying goodbye to them?
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Oh tysm man, I really appreciate that! A few people have offered that to me here and I am really grateful to them, but I struggle to open up and express myself a lot of the time, so I usually never do unfortunately lol. It takes some extreme provocation to even get me to open up and rant.
I meant to reply to your art thread but I forgot to sorry, your art is really cool though man! I had a look at your video there showing how you made it and it never fails to impress me how people do this digital wizardy to make these compositions happen. I can see the process of how you do it but like watching people cook a fine meal, it still blows me away when I see the final results lol. Just like watching a magic trick with the big payoff/punchline even!
I think @Blax Blah would be a good person to reply to this actually, what do you think Blax my friend?
I'm sorry to hear you've bene going through this BurningFlesh (scary name lol), I can relate to how oyu've been treated somewhat and it's awful, it's painful and it's confusing. I'm glad you've made better friends though.
One of my friends outside of here, I'm really having to question my friendship with him amongst some other people off here that I know (people not on here) as their behaviour and attitude are really hurting me and I'm starting to think it's somewhat intentional from one of them at least. Like when people are secretly jealous of you, claim to be your friend, to be there for you, to care for you but secretly resent and envy you and just want to see you fall and then gloat to themselves over it?
I've been taken for granted so much by many former friends, lovers and even family, it's tiring, it drains everything who you are till there's nothing left and you're just a husk, a hollow shell of the person you used to be at best. Parasites man. It sounds like they were using you, taking advantage of you and anything you were doing for them and such?
I meant to reply to your art thread but I forgot to sorry, your art is really cool though man! I had a look at your video there showing how you made it and it never fails to impress me how people do this digital wizardy to make these compositions happen. I can see the process of how you do it but like watching people cook a fine meal, it still blows me away when I see the final results lol. Just like watching a magic trick with the big payoff/punchline even!
I think @Blax Blah would be a good person to reply to this actually, what do you think Blax my friend?
I'm sorry to hear you've bene going through this BurningFlesh (scary name lol), I can relate to how oyu've been treated somewhat and it's awful, it's painful and it's confusing. I'm glad you've made better friends though.
One of my friends outside of here, I'm really having to question my friendship with him amongst some other people off here that I know (people not on here) as their behaviour and attitude are really hurting me and I'm starting to think it's somewhat intentional from one of them at least. Like when people are secretly jealous of you, claim to be your friend, to be there for you, to care for you but secretly resent and envy you and just want to see you fall and then gloat to themselves over it?
I've been taken for granted so much by many former friends, lovers and even family, it's tiring, it drains everything who you are till there's nothing left and you're just a husk, a hollow shell of the person you used to be at best. Parasites man. It sounds like they were using you, taking advantage of you and anything you were doing for them and such?
Oh tysm man, I really appreciate that! A few people have offered that to me here and I am really grateful to them, but I struggle to open up and express myself a lot of the time, so I usually never do unfortunately lol. It takes some extreme provocation to even get me to open up and rant.
I meant to reply to your art thread but I forgot to sorry, your art is really cool though man! I had a look at your video there showing how you made it and it never fails to impress me how people do this digital wizardy to make these compositions happen. I can see the process of how you do it but like watching people cook a fine meal, it still blows me away when I see the final results lol. Just like watching a magic trick with the big payoff/punchline even!
I think @Blax Blah would be a good person to reply to this actually, what do you think Blax my friend?
I'm sorry to hear you've bene going through this BurningFlesh (scary name lol), I can relate to how oyu've been treated somewhat and it's awful, it's painful and it's confusing. I'm glad you've made better friends though.
One of my friends outside of here, I'm really having to question my friendship with him amongst some other people off here that I know (people not on here) as their behaviour and attitude are really hurting me and I'm starting to think it's somewhat intentional from one of them at least. Like when people are secretly jealous of you, claim to be your friend, to be there for you, to care for you but secretly resent and envy you and just want to see you fall and then gloat to themselves over it?
I've been taken for granted so much by many former friends, lovers and even family, it's tiring, it drains everything who you are till there's nothing left and you're just a husk, a hollow shell of the person you used to be at best. Parasites man. It sounds like they were using you, taking advantage of you and anything you were doing for them and such?
I meant to reply to your art thread but I forgot to sorry, your art is really cool though man! I had a look at your video there showing how you made it and it never fails to impress me how people do this digital wizardy to make these compositions happen. I can see the process of how you do it but like watching people cook a fine meal, it still blows me away when I see the final results lol. Just like watching a magic trick with the big payoff/punchline even!
I think @Blax Blah would be a good person to reply to this actually, what do you think Blax my friend?
I'm sorry to hear you've bene going through this BurningFlesh (scary name lol), I can relate to how oyu've been treated somewhat and it's awful, it's painful and it's confusing. I'm glad you've made better friends though.
One of my friends outside of here, I'm really having to question my friendship with him amongst some other people off here that I know (people not on here) as their behaviour and attitude are really hurting me and I'm starting to think it's somewhat intentional from one of them at least. Like when people are secretly jealous of you, claim to be your friend, to be there for you, to care for you but secretly resent and envy you and just want to see you fall and then gloat to themselves over it?
I've been taken for granted so much by many former friends, lovers and even family, it's tiring, it drains everything who you are till there's nothing left and you're just a husk, a hollow shell of the person you used to be at best. Parasites man. It sounds like they were using you, taking advantage of you and anything you were doing for them and such?
i've always been kind, I would help people without asking much in return and was afraid of saying no because I thought it would make me look like a jerk.
now that i've got myself into a bad situation as a result of it, i started to question my emotions and if i was wrong for being kind and wanting to be their friend in the first place.
a lot of self blame and guilt for not finishing what i started, you get the feeling where other people can figure out whats wrong with you or a problem you're dealing with but you arent able to accept it no matter how hard you try and you just come off as a person with no feelings, unable to express how they feel.
I also felt hurt too because I didnt know if they were truly nice or truly evil which is why I wanted to make sure, but seeing them ghost me for so long and by getting advice from other people kinda made it obvious.
i just feel so empty, idk why though maybe because i regret showing my emotions because it got me in a bad spot, i dont know if u are still dealing with the same problem but im glad u responded u were a big help. i needed someone to talk to and lift me up so thanks.
i would love to talk with your friend, how would I do that?
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