Basically, I didn't tell the group of friends that I was with that I was leaving and because of that I felt bad.
I wanted to say goodbye but never really got the chance to do so, also because I was afraid, they would hate me or something.
It's kind of like having a close friend, and the not telling them you're moving to another town and then moving.
Getting in contact with them (MXA) was hard, I know they saw me try and make an effort to contact them, but they just ignore without a care in the world.
I wanted to say goodbye, as an act of moving on and feeling forgiven but sadly I don't think that's going to happen.
They're stuck up and self righteous, can't bring themselves down from their throne to talk to someone acting like I'm a commoner.
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How many views or followers you have doesn't matter, all you should focus on is doing what you love.
I think what you do is amazing, don't compare yourself to artificial creations.
Do you know why? Because although AI can make art, it can't experience the determination and work that you put into make the things you love.
That's what make you different, cheap imitations are exactly that, they're cheap. Your art is valuable because you poured your heart out into it and that my friend is what makes you special.
If you let numbers discourage you, how will you ever achieve what you want to accomplish in life?
You're such an inspiration you know that? My life has been stressful too, and whenever I look at the mistakes or what I don't have, I only see myself as someone who isn't good enough.
I'm sure one day you're going to look back and be thankful that you didn't quit so early on.
Empires aren't built in a day, keep going and you'll see progress, okay?
Take care, I really really hope you're okay. :)
